Give Up

I try to slow things down
  but they're moving faster
It seems even my thoughts
  can't keep up for long

I'm hiding from myself
  in a hall of mirrors
All that seemed so clear
  i now see is wrong

What am i to do
  now i'm tattered, broken
Where do people go
  when their souls need rest

I hear God has a place
  but i don't want to give up
Everything i have
  just so i can be "blessed"